Sunday, June 15, 2008

why so serious?

ya.. almost all my friends said that to me.. why im so serious? i never think that im serious.. maybe for me, its normal.. n i never compare to others.. mhh.. wait.. sometimes n somepeople i fell that they all too palyful already.. like never think something seriously.. ya.. maybe not because they're not serious.. just i'm too serious.. ya.. now i quite agree bout that..hahha XD

ya really.. i'll think something not important untill so detail.. but sometime, i will so blur for something that really important.. walah.. T_T .. i think i need somebody that always remember me to think what i need to think ..
but my mind cant stop to think.. always got something i can think.. thats why i like so much mathematic.. cause we dont need to remember alot of thing .. just formula.. but we have to think how to solve the question.. which formula can solve it.. ya.. it makes me want to think more n more..

n i also like to write something.. more i write, more i will think.. n more i get answer.. n more i know something.. maybe my ear n my brain quite weak.. quite difficult to understand what i hear.. i've to write in paper or in my mind, n then i'll analysis for it.. n then i'll understand.. haha.. walah.... no wonder people said that my brain looks like pentium 2.. have to upgrade faster.. haha.. see.. more i write, more i understand.. if just talk to me, maybe i wont understand.. but i'll remember. n maybe one day, i remember again, n i write it.. n analysis it.. n i'll accept what people say.. haha.. ohh nooo.. really my brain too slow.. T_T how to upgrade to pentium IV.. xD

alot of friends said that i'm a person can talk quite much... hahaa.. oh no.. actually i cant talk with alot of people.. only some topic i know, so i can talk.. but alot of thing i dont know.. now i agree that my brain is only pentium II .. never mind.. i will try to upgrade by meet alot of people.. haha.. ok. come back to our topic.. mh.. ya.. actually im not really like to talk.. if i want to talk something, i'll think alot of thing.. i have to think, what topic is suit to talk.. i have to think, what question is good to ask.. i have to think, how to continue it.. really alot.. if not, i will talk for 2 or 3 times only.. n then i will stop talking.. cause i dont know how to continue it or what i can say already.. ya.. its not easy for me to talk... but i know i have to to talk.. so, no choice.. have to learn.. n i think its really important to know how to talk.. haha

thats why sometimes i like to meet people like to talk alot.. cause i dont need to think the topic.. hahaha.. n i just answer what they're asking.. ya maybe make them boring.. haha. too bad.. ><

but i aslo like to joke.. haha.. mhh.. also with some people, i can talk alot.. i can joke n i can talk really alot.. haha.. but that one maybe we have to really close and open each others.. ya.. now, i got quite alot of friend i can talk... n i think we need friends that we can talk bout anything .. so we wont stress too much or we wont create something that called "new world" for only ourself.. n we also can open our mind..

n how many days already.. i talked to my friend (see below picture.. hehe XD) .. we talked alot of thing.. from joke untill serious topic.. haha.. n also i've to do something in my laptop.. so like she company me lo.. haha tq ya.. ^^
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" photographer n edit by juwita@create "

mhh for people like me.. like to think.. they will worry alot of thing that actually nothing.. cause they think too much... ya... i can think something too over.. but now.. my heart n my brain will give me "warning" if i think too much.. it's not good if it happen.. but i just think positive.. cause make me learn to stop to think something too over.. n to stop worry alot of think.. :) good lah.. hahhaha.. XD

anyway.. think something is not bad thing.. if our brain not use for thinking, then for what? but just have to know how to control n how to use it lah.. maybe my mind is my weakness.. but also my strength.. hehe so, i wont stop to think but i also will learn how to control .. hahaha

mh.. now i know more bout my self .. haha.. so i can improve again.. hehe ^^

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

last time u very playful when u start project XD but now u get more serious and more serious until i feel u can be like someone i can really rely on in the project, its good to have different sides haha

Anonymous said...

haha.. tq boss... its also cause i got really nice boss.. hahaha XD that believe me .. also i learn some skill from u.. hahaa XD

Anonymous said...

i think it's ok to think... this world need a group of people who is a thinker, that's why we got innovation this days, right?

Anonymous said...

hahha.. tq, do.. hahha.. ya.. it right to think.. XD