Fight

i feel scare to go there.. thats why i'm still here although i should be there already from yesterday.. but alot of reason i made to make me stay here.. but i know i have to go.. and now its the time

i feel i'm so brave, but actually i'm scare.. what should i do? its force me to go .. i need somebody beside me to give me strength and help.. and sometimes i wish they reject me.. how if i cant do.. how if i m really weak.. how ya.. who i can ask for help.. i really dont know.. nobody i know in there..

ya, i got share to some people.. i know they not really understand how its feel.. but they try to encourage me.. i really thanks to them.. ^^ and i know Somebody that i know, understand about my feeling... He know i can do it.. He know it.. He really know it.. i never lonely

ya, i will try .. i will do my best.. i know alot of people feel like what i feel.. im not think positive only but also think right.. i wont give up before i try.. ya.. gambateh everybody ^^.. fight fight