PASSION

today.. my friend asked me to go out together for listening spore band performance. wahh.. its not really famous band.. but they have made some albums. n of coourse, in spore u cant get alot of money from making albums.

n i asked my friend that also join band with my friend's friends.. cause they work everyday but also playing music at night, after work.. wahh.. and of course, its not because of money, but its their passion.. its their life..

im not really know about music.. ya, i seldom hear music.. but when i watch today performance, my heart beat very fast.. i imagine what kind their feeling when they go to stage n performance.. i imagine my self what i feel when my music is my passion n i can go performance in front of people.. i can show my passion to people.. wahh.. my heart really beat very fast..

i love it.. i want to cry.. i want to live that kind of life.. do what they like .. n live with their passion..

ya, i alot of people said its just dream to get that kind of life.. we have to know reality.. we have to earn money to live..
ya.. i agree that but not 100%.. hehe ya, we have to work .. but it doesnt stop us from doing our passion.. if its our passion, i believe, we will sacrifice others time to do what is our passion.. i have dream.. everytime i saw other people live with their passion, my heart will beating faster n faster.. looks like my blood in my body flow very fast.. i cant stop to dream
now, i quite busy with my job. i need to settle something with my self.. last week, i just sleep less than 2 hours for 48 hours.. my body feel tired.. but when i think my dream, my passion.. i still spend my time to doing what i love.. im not fell tired..

i know, im a person who like to give reason in this life.. now, i try to shut up my mounth.. try to not complain.. if not, we will make alot of reason... less talk, do more.. i want to live with my passion

sometimes we can feel down.. we can feel tired.. cause we still human.. but its just awhile.. our passion never died unless we kill it..

i dont know what people think... but i know, i walk closer n closer to my dream.. i get as much as information i can.. i train my self.. my skill.. try to learn... maybe people think its impossible.. but i know, its possible.. i know.. ITS POSSIBLE..

i know .. i know.. i know.. i can .. i can.. so just do it.. hehe nike banget... :)

here the photo with my lovely laptop.. its really cool laptop i ever know untill now.. hehe :p