bored

this few weeks, im really free... no project (actually have little bit and its only simple thing).. i almost really sleep in my office.. ya, everyday, sleep in office... T_T .. try to wake up.. try to go around.. try to do something... but its really bored without project... ya, its good for few day.. but not few weeks.. TT_TT

if they allow me to do personal thing.. im ok.. but.. hikshiks >< .. i cant... its not good... so the thing i can do is just do some research, see some tutorial.. T_T

i hate too busy.. but i also hate too free.. what can i do?
oh ya, after did some project, i feel, i like do 3D combine togther with graphic.. i like to think how to create the products look nice... play with modeling, texture, colour, lighting, rendering, n compositing.. yeahh.. love it ^^...

and i feel i weak in design.. T_T any design.. how to improve design skill? i go and find research .. but my mind quite difficult to think out of box.. >< style="font-family: arial;">