Melankolis

just now, i just did a test in facebook.. n the result is: Melankolis

Melankolik (Melancholy) - Cairan empedu hitam – Murung - “Yang Sempurna”. Tipe ini berseberangan dengan sanguin. Cenderung serba teratur, rapi, terjadwal, tersusun sesuai pola. Umumnya mereka ini suka dengan fakta-fakta, data-data, angka-angka dan sering sekali memikirkan segalanya secara mendalam. Dalam sebuah pertemuan, orang sanguin selalu saja mendominasi pembicaraan, namun orang melankoli cenderung menganalisa, memikirkan, mempertimbangkan dan kalaupun berbicara pastilah apa yang ia katakan betul-betul hasil yang ia pikirkan secara mendalam sekali.Dari empat temperamen tersebut, melankolis merupakan temperamen yang paling kaya. Ia memiliki rasa seni yang tinggi, kemampuan analitis yang kuat, perfeksionis, sensitif, berbakat, dan rela berkorban. Perasaan sangat berpengaruh pada pribadi seorang melankolis, ia adalah orang yang introvert tapi apabila ia sedang berada dalam puncak sukacitanya, ia bisa saja menjadi lebih ekstrovert. Pribadinya yang sangat perfeksionis cenderung membuatnya sering menyalahkan diri sendiri dan menjadi rendah diri. Padahal ia adalah seseorang yang memiliki daya analitik yang hebat yang mampu memperhitungkan bahaya. Si melankolis cenderung memilih pekerjaan yang membutuhkan pengorbanan dan ketekunan, sekali ia memilih sesuatu maka ia akan tetap setia mengerjakannya. (by Joseph http://cybersurferzone.blogspot.com)

oh its so me.. i like to think, analysis.. n im very sensitive... and also very perfectionis.. ya i know already this one and my character.. sometimes i can smile and laugh, but i can suddenly change my feeling to very sad and quiet person.. ya somepeople will be confuse about me.. but this how i bring my life and feel this life.. i cant be people who always smile and laughing... but i also cant be a person who is very quiet and do nothing..

and one more thing.. like what the test said that "Si melankolis cenderung memilih pekerjaan yang membutuhkan pengorbanan dan ketekunan, sekali ia memilih sesuatu maka ia akan tetap setia mengerjakannya" ... it's right.. in my life, i seldom give up something.. how many times i fail, i try to not give up... and im very sensitive to people who easy to give up.. and people who always said can not.. i cant say anything to them.. cause i know everybody have the weakness.. but i make my self to not "manja" .. but i also a person who is easy to cry.. i take my feeling alot.. i can cry because of a simple song or a simple word if that really touch my heart.. but i wont cry to something that i think is very stupid altough its sad ..

i m the person who quite difficult to work in teamwork... because i will tired if the person dont want to suffer together.. people who just want to have fun and easy thinking.. like to change their mind.. dont know what they want.. its so difficult for me to work team work.. ya, maybe i have a big ego..

n also i realize, i have a very weak communication with people.. with everybody.. it quite difficult for me to say something good, if actually its not.. i like to say whatever i think.. ya its hurt alot of people.. i know.. thats why i quite carefull to say something.. i dont want to comment alot of thing.. i try to keep the feeling.. but sometimes i cant handle my feeling.. i just say out.. i feel bad.. i think its my fault.. i just want to say sorry to you who read this one and feel i have hurt your feeling.. im really sorry... T_T

and just want to tell something... i never be me like now, if nobody tell me my weakness.. if nobody scold my mistake.. if nobody say something true about me.. i thanks for everybody who have scolded me.. ya, i cry and hurt of that.. but, i know,what they said is true.. i try to make my self better and better..

also some of people around me always encourage me.. always give me second chance.. give me a positive word.. especially my God.. He never give up of me.. why i need to give up of my self/? im really thanks to everybody.. im not perfect yet.. i still have alot of weakness.. but thanks to still want be my friends... ^^

really i thanks for everybody.. maybe im not a person who can show my care n feeling.. but thanks to everybody.. thanks ^^ i want to be my self who still want to improve the weakness.. thanks for your love..

juwita